I think a lot of people have the same feeling: can't wait till tomorrow!! (or rather, tonight...) yumm yummm~** (that is for both spiritual food and physical food)

what if i stumble? --dctalk

Is this one for the people?/Is this one for the Lord?/Or do I simply serenade for things I must afford?/You can jumble them together, my conflict still remains/For holiness is calling, in the midst of courting fame.

[Bridge]
Cause I see the trust in their eyes/Though the sky is falling/They need your love in their lives/Compromise is calling

[Chorus]
What if I stumble? What if I fall?/What if I lose my step and I make fools of us all?/Will the love continue when my walk becomes a crawl?/What if I stumble, and what if I fall?

What if I stumble? What if I fall?/You never turn in the heat of it all./What if I stumble? What if I fall?

[v2]
Father please forgive me for I can not compose/The fear that lives within me, or the rate at which it grows./If struggle has a purpose on the narrow road you've carved/Why do I dread my trespasses will leave a deadly scar?

[bridge2]
Do they see the fear in my eyes?/Are they so revealing?/This time I can not disguise/All the doubt I'm feeling

[chorus]

Everyone's got to crawl when you know that/You're up against a wall, it's about to fall/Everyone's got to crawl when you know that...

I hear You whispering my name [You say]/"My love for You will never change" [never change]

[chorus]

What if I stumble, what if I fall?/You never turn in the heat of it all/What if I stumble, what if I fall?/You are my comfort, and my God

yikes... getting results back tomorrow... ... ... ... ... ... ... I have no idea what to expect. none at all. except that its worse that last year's. I guess I'd be bloggin again in less than 24 hours.... this is nerve wrecking. arghhhhhhhhhh.

oh oh.. one more thing. seed tomorrow... and looks like whenever I go I couldn't stay long. argh. I need to be home at 530!!! actually that's because they want to celebrate my results.(which gives me more pressure to need to do welll....) to be safe that means leaving at 5pm. and I have to be safe because of what happened today. that means I only have 45 minutes, or even less, if they start late...that's barely after worship! argh.. why do I keep on messing up my own life?

this morning i sent off my friend in changi airport who is returning back to hong kong... in august he'd be going to conneticut for uni. he was my hall mate when i was in boarding school, he was sec 4, i was sec 1. and he was one of the few who really helped me out in sec 1, hehehe. there were quite a few people in changi airport, basically divided into 2 groups: his choir buddies from acjc, and his hall buddies from acs. I don't really know the choir people from acjc, but then that doesn't really matter I guess. As we were waiting for his departure, all of us chatted a lot... and took a lot of pictures.. but that isn't the touching part. before he was about to leave for immigration, the choir people (about 9 of them) sang a song together. they stood in a circle, and began singing a piece about goodbye, and farewell...... they really lived up to the standard of acjc choir.. they're harmony was beautiful.. just standing beside them, you could feel their strong friendship... and then.. at 1130, he entered immigration....


after that things got into a tail spin.. i was suppose to be in orchard at 12pm for lunch... and then my friend said that it was faster to take a bus to orchard.. and so i followed them, and i reached orchard at 1pm, when it only took half an hour from orchard to airport by mrt.. so i reached the restaurant late, and my uncle was really angry... coming to think of it, if i wanted to take mrt, i should've left at 1120. and if i left at 1120, I wouldn't have been told to take the bus, and everything would probably be fine.. all I would've missed is seeing him in... but in the first place I didn't expect myself to see him... but oh well, what's done is done. point learned. not going to do it again.