anyways. thank God for caregroup today. :) really needed it... and thank God for matthew too. worshipping while playing a guitar and worshipping without a guitar is quite a big difference. you don't have chords flying all over your head and your fingers.

was studying ecclesiastes.. heh. so much thoughts going in my head i can't really organise them well. then at the same time were there a lot of thoughts? the book kept saying, "meaningless... all but a chasing of the wind". life doesn't make sense without God, doesn't it? you live- you die [ok. so its not exactly that. its more like. you live-pursue your dreams-have fun-maybe even live life fulfilling-you die happy]. some righteous people live worst lives than the worst people on earth. in the light of that. yahh. everything seems meaningless. labour for what? sense of satisfaction/achievement? i guess that's possible. so its like, live life, get a good job, work hard, live a good life, raise a good family, retire good and happy, die good and happy that does sound like a more than satisfying life. but is it? what is good? when is it good enough?

i've come to a point where i myself am not sure what i'm trying to say. : . well. life would probably never seem good/good enough for some. what does God do? give us the reason [incentive & ability] to live. my right brain can't imagine, brain wash and convince my left brain to such an extent on anything. i know He's real. else i'll just slack everyday in the canteen everyday. just like what i used to do in tas everyday after school. slack. watch people play magic cards. play a bit myself. and snack on other people's tater-tots. ok, i'm going out of point again. but i know He's real. can't deny it. (:

i just used an entire classified section to kill a large flying cockroach. thank God it didn't fly much. and next time i shall try using half the classified section instead. aaah.

where am i suppose to go and find info about the price of mobile device plans 10 years ago?!?! -.= aHh.

《狐狸孵蛋》
孫晴峰/文，龐雅文/圖
★中國時報「開卷」好書獎年度最佳童書


狐狸好餓好餓，到處找東西吃。
有一天，他發現了一個大鴨蛋，正要一口咬下去時，腦袋裡卻有個聲音說：「你想吃

鴨蛋，還是肥嘟嘟的小鴨子呢？」
狐狸決定忍住飢餓，把蛋孵出來，可是他又不是母鴨，他要用什麼辦法孵蛋？
孵蛋時又會遇到什麼困難？ 最後他到底有沒有吃到鴨子？








狐狸肚子餓了，便到處找東西吃。
他在河邊的草叢裡東翻翻，西找找，
竟然看到一個大鴨蛋！



狐狸一個箭步跳上去，把蛋抱住，迫不及待的把蛋放到嘴裡。
這時腦袋裡卻有個聲音說：「你想吃鴨蛋，還是肥嘟嘟的小鴨子呢？」


狐狸決定把鴨子孵出來，再大吃一頓。
他一屁股坐在蛋上，但是立刻就跳起來：「這樣不是會把蛋給壓破嗎？」
他想到了個好主意，便在地上掘起洞來。



狐狸把蛋放在塞滿乾草的洞口，
用前爪和後爪緊趴在洞的前後方，
只有軟軟的肚子輕輕的覆在鴨蛋上。
這個主意想起來不錯 ──蛋能保暖，又不會被壓破，
可是這個姿勢太像苦刑了，不到五分鐘，
狐狸的四肢便痠痛得受不了。


狐狸又想到一個好主意。
他撿到一條長長的樹皮，便用它把蛋緊緊的綁在肚皮上。
他正得意自己的傑作呢，沒想到在追兔子的時候，樹皮鬆落，差點把寶貝蛋給砸破了





狐狸氣的把蛋放進嘴裡，想一口吃掉算了。
哪知道這時候剛好蛋被孵出來了........
生出了一隻健康活潑的小鴨子來........



沒想到，小鴨子卻忽然朝著
狐狸的鼻尖衝過來：「媽媽！媽媽！」
狐狸被嚇呆了，結結巴巴的說：「我，我不是你媽媽，我，我是男的，只能做爸爸。」
「爸爸！爸爸！」小鴨子爬上了狐狸的鼻子。



小鴨子吃得肚皮圓滾滾的，把頭鑽到狐狸的爪子底下，
睡眼朦朧的說：「謝謝你，爸爸，我好愛你，爸爸。」


狐狸又嘆口氣：「少了頓大餐，多了一個兒子，這就是我的命吧？」
失去的有時並不如你想像般難過,或許往後能從此得到更多的喜樂~!!