i feel like drawing a dainty picture
and post in on this place
or lay my body on a bed with
a pillow under my face

but dang my heart is heavy.
and i brought this upon myself.

i shan't deny, i can't deny
cos if i do i might as well die.
my body's weak, my mind weaker
and my spirit ever so sluggish.

the world crashes;
effects, consequences, outcomes,
the reapings of my sows.
oh no no no no noooooooooo.

and there i go
i just wasted another 20 on this post.
tickety tock, dickory dock.
the only sound coming from my mouth
or more like the depths of my stomach:
uuaarrggkk.