thank God. really thank God. i got eighth amongst the j2s for cross country. and i seriously dunno how i did it. was feeling really bad before the race. like. "i can't do it"-bad. somemore i had no watch. was running quite aimlessly. just didn't feel in the mood for cross country. but what the heck. was there. so i went "God please help me" and ran la. so run run run. last few minutes caught up with tianen then sprint. and that's how i got eighth. seriously no apparent reason.

another cross country tomorrow. i think it'll feel the same as today. yuck. i'd rather go for service. ahh well. by God's grace....
:/

give me one pure and holy passion
give me one magnificent obsession.
give me one glorious ambition for my life
to know and follow hard after You.

to know and follow hard after You
to know as Your disciple and Your church
this world is empty pale and poor
compared to knowing You my Lord
lead me on and I will run after You.